So it's my birthday... Happy birthday me! hahaha. The photo on the left is me 26 years go...
Today went alright, with some great company for lunch, and some great company for dinner, I was able to make it through without too much drama! :) Of course it was hard celebrating without Lily when I wish more than anything that she could be here. But if I just don't think about what I don't have and recognise and remember what I do have, I'm ok (wish that worked all the time).
I think it was on Saturday that I posted that it felt like I lost Lily all over again, and it still kind of feels that way... not that I am losing her every day, but it still feels like it did right at the beginning just after we lost her... it feels very raw again... I don't know why that is, maybe it is just something that will happen occasionally... I don't know, this is all new to me.
Today I am thankful for
~*~ Fantastic family and fantastic friends to celebrate or "not celebrate" my birthday with! ~*~
And my positive thing from today...
~*~ Fitting (comfortably, without too much squeezing) into a pair of jeans that I fitted last at about 16 weeks pregnant... I'm happy with that (for now) :) ~*~